It's been a while since I have last sent you a letter. I'm sorry for that. I'm also very sorry for forgetting your birthday this year on September 2nd. This is the first year I have ever forgotten your birthday and I'm so mad at myself for forgetting. I'm worried that my having forgotten your birthday is the start of memories fading and becoming washed out and drowned by newer more recent memories. I don't want that to happen. I'll try to do better in making sure I remember better.
Today I found myself wondering about you. I wonder what you would be doing this very minute if you were still alive. It's been over a year and a half since you have passed and I wonder what this past year and a half would have been like for you if you hadn't gone. I wonder what your last text to me would have been. I wonder if we would have gone on another trip just you and me like the good ol' days. I wonder a lot. I wish. A lot. Not a day passes that I don't say your name out loud Luke. You're always alive in my head and heart. I miss you so much. Please come visit me in my dreams.
Sincerely,
Sergio
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