Dear Luke,
It has been so long since I’ve written to you. I swear I have not forgotten about you. How could I? When you died I felt something inside of me die with you. I guess I’ll always have a missing piece inside of me that belongs to you; but as time passed I have been able to cope much more and move on with my life. I hope that you would approve of the direction my life went, the relationships I’ve built since you’ve passed, the career path I have taken. I hope that, if spirits do exist, that you visit me from time to time. I miss you every day.
In the years that I have been away from writing to you I have done a lot. I am with someone now. I’ve been with him for about six years now. I wish you could meet him. I know he would love you and you would love him. His name is David. After your passing I needed David. For so long I never thought I could love someone else. A year ago I got my Masters degree. It was a LONG and exhausting year of studying g, but I did it.
I still think about you every day. I also still whisper your name out loud at least once per day. I guess a part of me believes that by saying your name out loud and putting it back into the universe, a part of you will still be alive; even if the thing that’s alive is your name.
Love always,
Sergio
P.S. If you ARE out there somewhere... come visit me. You use to tell me you would visit my dreams. Please come visit me more often.
